Nk with smile((=

Finally school started!!!!!!!!

2011-03-05T14:59:00.003+08:00

This is my first week of school. To me the studies is still alright but i guess it gonna be very stressful soon. As one of the class i took, it is an 8 weeks class so it is gonna be very rush. Hopefully i will be fine. I took Japanese class too. It has been pretty interesting, however the japanese words got me confused. I finding myself saying japanese words pretty cool. Im gonna keep it up although it is a very basic japanese. I love my english class too. The teacher and students are funny and i did enjoy the lesson though. One more thing about classes here is that there isnt anyone show off how good they are at certain things. They are all adult and respect each other. No one in my classes behave childishly and there is no drama too. Thanks god for that.Seems like i really have a very good impression of my first week of school. There is thing that i hate about school is that i have to walk distances from one class to another. It made me miss my Singapore school though, it way smaller than the school here. Oh well, im pig so yeah im lazy. hehehe. I guess it is enough about school. Will see how as time goes by. Recently, I moved to a new house and i love it although it seems pretty quiet and faraway from cousins. I love my room and my closet too. I have to cook myself dinner sometimes and for my brothers too. After cooking i then realized that my cooking skill kind of suck. Im still learning and improving it though. America life really got me to learn alot of thing. Such as learn to cook learn to adapt learn to be independent learn to make new friends and learn to be strong too. Lately, my mood isnt that good or can say bad mood. I just feeling very sad and feel that i have been cheated by someone. Someone that mean alot to me. However, thing had already over nothing much to talk about. Truthfully, i seriously find myself very dumb very stupid and very naive to actually believed in those words. Therefore, i learnt that i will never trust anyone again. I rather keep thing to myself. At the end of the day no one actually care, they just say and do whatever they feel comfortable with. Alright, i wish i can stop thinking and feeling sad but i cant help it to feel that way sometimes. Till here, i got to go and promise i'll keep updating.

PS- you feeling depress and pity me? seriously? DOnt wonder why i dont talk to you cuz inside i feel hurt a little and i dont have the courage to talk to you yet. Give me some times.

LA

2011-01-29T17:11:00.002+08:00

Hey i know it has been quite awhile since i last updated this blog. I have been busy with new life here in LA. The weather here is cold and my fingers are annoying. It's so abnormal, it became so freaking cold every time i stepped out of the house. I wanted to wear something to keep my hand warm but i just find its too embarrassing as none of the people here is wearing it. Some of them even go out without a jacket. I was wondering arent cold at all? Because im freezing! However, i think i will be fine after awhile. It just my forth day. About the food here? I think i dont have problem with the food here though. As long as it can keep me from hungry i guess it's fine. I havent been too many places yet. All i have done these few days were went out to eat, sleep and went over to cousins house. Oh yes! i had one shopping trip thanks god! I miss shopping so much but i have to save up for some other things too. Like food and trips to places. Fortunately, things here are much cheaper than Singapore. I could get a jean for $40 and Zara shirt for $20. It is pretty much a great deal i guess. I need to get a story book soon. I just feel like my English is getting worse. I havent been practicing and i need to get singlish out of me. I cant be using singlish to American people anymore, they havent gotten a clue of what i was saying. That was very embarrassing. >.< I have to try my best to speak a proper english. Maybe i should blog more often to keep my english improving. It would be great if there is someone can do book recommendation. So far i havent been keeping track of any book yet. I should visit border soon! Alright, till here gotta go and continue my dramas.

Loves, NK

At least and at last

2011-01-21T17:29:00.000+08:00

At last I passed my US visa after went back and fore the embassy for 4 times. I just don't understand why do they have to make such a big deal for student visa. It's not like I wanted to stay there or something. After all Cambodia is still the place where I belong to!! I'm really flying off to states on the 24th. When something that is hard to get and finally I got it. It does make me feel unbelievable as well as worth it. For now, I shall say that 2011 is not that bad. At least something good happened. However I have no idea if my next chapter of life in LA gonna be a nightmare or wonderful one. It's something that I can't predict or I shall not predict first. I shall go there with a blank mind as I have no idea what LA got to offer and how thing weather and etc gonna be like. Even packing up my luggage is already a problem!! I have no idea what to bring. If only I have gotten a personal assistant for clothing that would be great! My next 11.11 wish shall be that then. Alright ttyl. Ciao.

PS- when love find u out of a sudden, it's just hard to decide.

when sadness engulf you.

2011-01-09T17:55:00.000+08:00

Starting of 2011, it has been hella year for me, so far I haven't been meeting anything good. On the 1/1/11 my parents were mad at me because I went out too late with siblings and cousins. And recently, something unpleasant happened again. Seriously, will 2011 ever get better for me? I really do need the very best of luck for me this year. I haven't been feeling good these days, there are some matter that I just cant seems to get out of my mind. It's hard to live a life that way, so depressing and worrying and yes insecure. I hate feeling insecure but I always do. I really do hope that my current wish will come true though. Please I need someone blessing and someone be by my side to let me feel that I can definitely ace it. Till here then.

ps- I miss u and I guess u never did the same. Expressionless!

It's depend!

2010-12-15T18:03:00.000+08:00

It has been like 3 weeks since I got back. Nothing much seems to be happening. Life pretty much boring though, it's kinda of tired too. There are always thing to do day by day. I can barely sleep as much as I want like before. I can barely even sleep exceed 10am so sleeping till 12pm is out of question! I haven't been to many places yet. My daily routine is my shop and home. Sometimes follow mom around get to know people and all. She said that it's good for business and future to know more people. But seriously following her do get boring sometimes. So far I have attended 1 wedding party and 1 birthday party! Yes the wedding party was boring I didn't even know anyone not even the bride and groom! So it's pretty obvious that I was asked to go by my mom and all I did was look around at how glamorous people dressed. Seriously the wedding was fabulous and too much by the way. Have you ever heard about 3 days wedding? yes in Cambodia that's how rich people marriage ceremony goes! However the birthday party turned out to be good somehow. Here I go again, I didn't know most of the people but fortunately I managed to make friend. yippy!! I just realized that I have to know how to drink or at least learn how to drink to make more friend! it's sound pretty ridiculous to me because I don't know how to drink! By the way, that's roughly what happened in my life. Shall get back to work now. Ciao!
xoxo

I'm back I guess

2010-12-08T20:03:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! Finally I got to come back and post something. Dear friends and loves one, I'm back and yes I'm a life. I'll try my best to keep this blog a life. Promise I'll try. To my dear Singapore friends, I miss you all! I really really really do. Sometimes I need someone like you people to be there to listen to me and for me to fool around with. Life here is just too complicated, I need to work, deal with people and much more thing that I have never once worry about when I was in Singapore. However, I have to spend about 2 more months here till another chapter of my life begin. We will see how by then, now things aren't that difficult and complicated. Hope it will remain just the way it is. No troubles no problem no bitches and no drama. Till here, will keep you guys update.

Mobile Blogging from here.

happy or sad?!?

2009-10-25T18:05:00.004+08:00

It is Sunday for god sake and here i am rotting at home all day long.
I did not get to go out at all this weekend.
Maybe i just love staying at home too much. HAHA!
Anyway, how i wish it is holiday now,
so i can fly back to my beloved country as soon as possible.
I think there is where i belong.
But so sad, school will only be officially ended on the 12 November. Poor me!!
And i gonna celebrate my 18th birthday here too.
Maybe it isn't a very enjoyable or great birthday celebration though,
because my twin bro is having his 'O' Level examination on that day.
DAMN IT!!!
I just feel that O level is ruining our 18th birthday.
By the way, i think my beloved cousin is gonna come as he asked me to keep my day free.
Hopefully, he is coming.
I cant wait!!

Now, let's talk about my result.
I received e.maths a.maths combine science and english results last friday.
Should i say i am contented with my result or sad.
I have no idea.
Fortunately, i passed all.
That's sound great huh?!?
But i only realized later that i didnt improve at all.
I could have done better.
I just have no idea what is wrong with me though.
I did work so hard, but the careless mistake that i made just ruined everything!! HAXI!!
I gonna learn from my mistake and make sure i wont repeat the mistake again and again!!
Let's see how others subjects will be on Monday.
Hopefully, it is fine!!

NK(=

So insecure!!!

2009-10-20T22:30:00.003+08:00

Exams had officially over!! i should feel happy instead of feeling scare and insecure. I think my result that matter me the most. No matter how hard i tried to tell myself that no matter what the outcome will be, good or bad i got to face it but i cant stop myself from worrying. Anyway, it easy to say but hard to commit. Agree?!? Results will be released on Friday, will see how by then.
Today post is kinda random, i just wanna vomit out whatever i had in my mind. So yeah, at least i feel better now.
Till here.

If u cant forget the one who got away, can u love the one u are with now?!

NK(=

i tried!!!

2009-09-26T22:46:00.004+08:00

I tried i tried n i tried to keep my blog updating, but yet i just cant do it. It doesn't sound difficult at all just to keep my blog update, just one line per day, it will make my blog look better. Still i cant do it. I dun know why. The laziness and business inside me keep from updating i think. I know it sound peculiar. Anyway, end of year exam is just around the corner, hopefully i will remain in study mode till the last day of exams. I hate exam but i left with no choice just to bear with it. I scare to face what i dun wanna face. Hopefully, i manage to pass every single subjects and be promoted to 4E1 next year. i feel so pressurize and stress out. I have no idea where and what subject should i start first. I started to revise randomly depend on my mood. It is like 1 second i feel like studying Bio i will go for Bio, the next second i feel like studying Chemistry i will go for that. I know by doing so, it will only fill me with confusion and more stress. HAIX!! By the way, my particle exam is next week!! wish me luck and hopefully i wont be so clumsy. Till here. CIAO!! :D

why cant we make our life easier?!?

Why people around keep on telling me all this!!!

2009-07-27T23:01:00.003+08:00

Initially, i would like to sorry for not keep updating my blog.
Anyway, i'm fine and school is fine too, but still there are at least 3 to 4 tests every week. So i barely online and update my blog regularly. Currently, i feeling so insecure and yet scare. The reason behind it was that, my cousin have just told me GHOST story!!! which made me goose bump promptly after listening to it. I dont know why people around me keep telling me about ghost story, as if i'm a ghost story fans. At school, during free period our class substitute teacher told us about our school ghost stories. Which has already printed in my mind, i have no idea how am i gonna get rid of it. Last but not least, i just wanna tell my dear cousins and friends, PLEASE STOP ALL THOSE GHOST STORY!!! I'M REALLY SCARE X 1234567889012345...times!!!! I really can survive peacefully without knowing all that. Alright, i got to go now and yes i know that i'm kinda random. HEHEHE. Okay, bye. :)

NK (=

Fatigued...need some rest....:)

2009-07-11T00:51:00.006+08:00

Alright, I gonna have a quick update now. I was super fatigued this week. I need to do alot of catch with all my lessons, because i missed one week lessons. There were tons of homework need to be done. I was so regretted for not attending one week physic lessons, I simply know nothing once the physic class started. For the worst of all physic is kinda hard to understand. I think i need to work on it on my own. Haix.. Anyway, I still managed to understand the rest of the subjects. I have never ever been to Ngee Ann Polytechnic before, yesterday was my first time and it was a wonderful experience too. My school had arranged a few course for us to chose and to experience how poly life style like. I have chosen business and engineering course impromptu, as i have no time to decide and i think i'm more interested in this course then the other 3 courses. During the business course, the lecturer taught us about how customer service important to our business and how it work. It was quite interesting though. Secondly, we went for the engineering course. They taught us how the airplane fly and what awesome things that engineer can do. They demonstrated to us how airplane fly by using a piece of paper put under our chin and blow it. We will realize the different air resistance between blowing above the paper and below the paper. It was a great experience there. I started to like poly life now. I might take in consider of going to poly too. HEHE!! By the way, i was really exhausted today. Got to go hit the snack now. Ciao. Will update once i have time.

N.K =)

I just simply dunno..

2009-07-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

Thing seems to go on smoothly as usual. Nothing much in life.
It has been about one week since school reopen but yet i haven't even attend any of the lesson. Unfortunately, i missed a lot of lessons and the homework that the school delivered home. I have no idea how am i gonna complete it. I tried to read through my textbook and all the assessment books. Fortunately i manage to do some of it. At least, it's better than left the paper all blank back to school. Anyway, i will be back to school tomorrow. It was like FINALLY!!!
Sometime, i just wonder why people being so weird. They just treat people the way they want by ignoring others feeling. They just stop talking to you whenever they feel like stopping and back to you whenever they want. I just wanna tell them that, we are human and please treat us like human because we also have feeling!!! Alright, i'm kinda random today. Pardon me okay. :)
Till here, got to hit the snack now. Bye..

Quarantined...Life at home is boring!!!!

2009-07-01T17:03:00.003+08:00

I truthfully started to hate Thailand now, because of it i cant attend school for 1 week. Life at home is just suck, all i do everyday is sleep till noon, eat and watch tv. Sound bored right. I don't know why am i so eager to return back to school. Maybe I'm so keen to study?!?. HAHAHA. I think i got to go catch up with the transformer this weekend, as i heard alot about the movie. Which make me so tempting to watch it.HEHE. Anyway, I'm looking forward to return back to school next Tuesday. Till here then. Nothing much to blog as i did nothing these few days.

Nk (=

At least one post before i go back......:)

2009-06-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

Here we go again...i left my blog being so dead for such along long long long times.
I didnt even bother to update it. Not at all. >.< For sometimes, i almost forget about this lonely yet pitiful blog.
Anyway, I finally back. There isn't much thing to talk about lately, as life is just so boring. I have been reflecting about my result recently. I am sure that i did work hard for every subjects and my result wasn't that bad. But it just not up to my expectation. I expected myself to do better and i believe that i can do better than this. I felt discourage and yet upset about it. No one can help get rid of this hellish feeling. I just hate having this kind of feeling though. HELP ME!!! I think i better stop thinking about this and better off to enjoy my holiday. There nothing i can do about it though. Thing that is done cant be undone, work harder is the only thing i can do next. Wish me luck anyway.

I cant wait to go back, it's just 2 more days and i will be gone. I hate staying here during the holiday, all i can do is shopping and shopping and shopping. Which will make me sooner or later become broke. I started to spend my money thriftily now as i barely buy stuff every times i go for shopping. I started to think twice or more before i decided to buy anything. PLS dun ask me why, because i don't know what on earth is going on with me too. However, isn't it better for me to become an extravagant person?!? LOl..
Till then. I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO UPDATE...hehehe..bye!!

NK(:

2009-03-21T18:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!
I finally back to blog. This week is Holiday week, but yet i still lazy to blog.
It seems like 1 week holiday passed so fast. I didn't even know what did i do everyday.
However, the only thing i wanted to is to stay at home and enjoy my story book as well as my computer. School will reopen in two days time, which mean stress level will increase again and most of us will become very busy too. Oh ya, next monday is gillian birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILLIAN!!! :))))
Let's me tell u about what i did today.
I slept at 4am last night and woke up at 12pm. I think it is a usual timing for me during weekend n holiday. I went to FISH SPA with my cousin, it was AWESOME!!! At first, i didnt even dare to put my leg in as it was so ticklish and i was sitting down there and keep on laughing. We wasted about 10mins out of 30mins. I wish i could have all those fishes at home, so i can let it eat all my dead skin everyday. HEHEHE!!!

Alright, i run out of idea what am i going to blog about now. So gtg, will blog again as soon as possible ya..:)

PICS time....

2009-03-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

Finally, i back to blog!!!!
Weeks passed so miserably...i have been spending my days n nights on my revision since last week as there were tests continuously week after week and finally today was the last paper, which was E maths. To me find it was easy but it doesn't mean i will score full marks alright!!
So far, i got some of my test papers back and i didn't fail any subjects yet. I felt so ecstatic but yet so fatigued. I'm glad that CA week was finally over.
Anyway, let's me tell u about things happened today. I was so so high today until i forgot how tired am i!!!
Alright, after e maths paper, everybody in my class was so relieve and happy as test finally over. However, during A maths period everyone of us felt so nervous and yet our face full of worries expression as we going to get back our paper. I was like want to bury my face with my hand because i though i going to fail. Surprisingly, i pass but i was not so satisfy with my result i though i could do better ,but at least i pass!!!! :(
After school i went for lunch with my cousin and straight away went for my tuition.It was so ridiculous that we eventually asked our tutor whether we can leave earlier as we got something important and need to be done urgently. The story behind was that, we wanted to go for the 罗志祥 autograph which will be held at east point. I was so excited about that and i spent about three to four hours standing over there waiting for him to exist. I don't know why out of sudden, i like 罗志祥 and i find he is so so so so cute as well as handsome. After spending damn long hours waiting for him, he finally be able to make his way to the stage. When i first saw him, OMG!!!!!!! He is so so handsome!!! He is a kind-hearted person though, there were numerous of his fan staying outside east point and inside east point were waiting to shake his hand and let him sign, even though there were a lot of people out there, he still promise to sign for every single of them without even bother how long will it take and how many people out there. Cool right?? and it made me wanna say I LOVE HIM!!! If there is a chance, i will go to his concert and buy a vip ticket!!! Until now, i still thinking about him. Am i going to be insane?!? LOL!!!

I think it's enough for today and i think i a little bit over reacting...hehehehe:)

D handsome boy pics!!!!!!

NK =)

2009-02-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon people!!!!
There are a lot of things inside my mind, but I really can't tell
What on earth I was thinking about. Even me myself can't tell
myself...it look really peculiar. All I can say is I'm tired.
My life is getting more and more tired and busier.
However, yah I no this is life, there are lots of lots of thing
going to happen and none of us can predict or do anything about
it. All I can do now is workhard and do whatever I want to do.
Life is mine, I will live it to the fullness.

Alright, I know it is abit bored to read all those crab but I really run out of idea
what to write. Pardons me alright!!!

Bye!!!!

Nk =)

2009-02-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hello!!! I'm back!!!
There weren't so many test this week but I dunno why I still stay up late every night. What is the problem with me!!!
Today I had my e maths test which I don't think I did well. I felt very upset about it. However, I tell myself not to give up
and continue to work hard for it. I believe all my toilsome will pay off. LoL!! Ok I think I had enough of school work and there
are alot of tests coming up next week n the following week. All the best to me myself and same to 3E1 as well.
Oh, I was about forget to mention that I went to watch " he's just not that into u" with qian hui today.
We went there late by 20 mins, as we were having our lunch at pizza hut and crabbed alot of stuff so we late for the movie.
The movie was about 2 hours plus, it wasn't that nice though quite draggy but it was quite touching and hilarious.
It's kind of combination of love story and comedy. Hehehe!!! Just what I though alright!!

Gtg. Will update soon yah. Bye. :)

Nk (=

2009-02-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

Time check!!...It was now 12.30 midnight and i still havent sleep yet. I was wondering where on earth i get the strength from to stay up so late like this. And it was like almost everyday. I came back home extremely late this week and especially today, i have had alot of thing that have to be done at school. There are remedial or so call extra lesson every single week. I was very tired enough through out every single day, but once my cousin asked me for help, i really have no idea where is the word no has gone to and i left with ok only, because of her e learning i came back home neither 8 or 9 these two days. I can truthfully say that i really tired and being a kind-hearted person isnt an easy thing though. Further more, there are plenty of homework that i have to deal with, E maths A maths Chem & Phy. These homeworks were like waiting for me to complete them all. I need i need one day break!! Will update more, enough for now.

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY PPL!!
have a sweet day alright!!!!

NK-smile(=

:)

2009-02-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

Ok, today have no A maths remedial so i get to post my blog n ya finally!!LOL!!
Let's me get it done fast alright.
On last Saturday, i went to Clark Quay n ya it was my first time. I really in love with the view. It was just so nice until i can even resist. If i have more times i will go there more often. HEHE!! I went to the candy shop and the shop was just so OMG!! there were alot of sweets, and i was like telling myself that i gonna get it all as it was so many different kind and i truthfully love all. HAHAHA!! Anyway i didnt pay anything single cent on it. My dearest brother bought it for me and especially the heart shade candy that come in red. Sound so sweet isnt it?? but it was quite expensive actually. He bough me 5 packets of sweet n one stick candy cost him around 50 buck. HEHE!! After than we went to watch movie and then back home.

Alright, today is Monday. I went to school as usual and i had geography test today. I actually did prepare for the test but not well prepare. I tried to squeeze everything into my brain but it couldn't take in all. It made me realize that when people getting older, we can memorize lesser things. LOL!! However, i can do all the questions and listed out most of the points, but i don't think i did explain it specifically. I think i will be able to pass but will not be with flying colour. After geo, was CME period. The teacher talked about economic downturn, how hard people nowadays trying to apply for job and how serious it sound like. So i keep on telling myself not to spend too much on those unnecessary things and don't waste my parents money as they worked so hard to get a single cent. Must know how to treasure it and sympathize our parents. HEHEHE!!
I think i better pause here, it is long enough for today. I will try to post more often alright!!! And i will try to improve my English too..:D

Nk-smile =D

2009-01-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm dying ppl!!!!!
Everyday test and test and test and test!!!!!
Lucking, i didnt fail any test so far...:)
I be able to pass my Chem leh...20/25 LOL!!!
Let's see what i have done today. I woke up at 10am, went to bedok.
My cousin cheated me, she asked me to leave house at 10.30 where by she reach there around 11.30.>< We had our breakfast together and at 12.30 we went to our tutor house.
After tuition i went to SimLim with my cousin as she has been wanting a cannon camera for so long. And it was so cool. 14.7 mega pixels!!!!! Red colour somemore, so HOT!!
I had a wonderful dinner at Skokudol (hopefully i get it right). It was so yummy. I love their dessert. HEHEHE. Sorry ppl, i will create my cbox as soon as i can alright!!

All the best for the next week test ppl, specially to 3E1=)))

nk-smile♥

2009-01-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

Alright, today was so tired. I could truthfully say that i hate Thursday, because Thursday is a PE day and what we always do during PE was run and run and run. To me, i was super duper hate running. I can't run in along distance. Obviously, i failed my 2.4 running, but by my luck i was able to pass the rest of nafa test, so i don't have to retake. LOL!!!
Today i got back my A maths test paper, and i did very badly even though i passed. I was extremely disappointed in myself. So far this was my first lowest score i scored for maths. My heart missed a beat when Ms Gina called out those people who failed, as i knew that i didn't do well for it and i though i gonna fail. I felt relief once i didn't hear my name. However. i still upset with my marks. 12/20. :(
Never mind, i will try my best for the coming up next test!!!!..I will score A1 man!!!
Alright, gonna take a nap first. Ciao

nk-smile

2009-01-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOO YEAR PPL!!!
I'm finally back to blog!!! it seems to be so long that i didnt get to blog as i was very lazy to rearrange thing in my blog but i wanted to change my blog skin. HEHE. All thanks to my cousin LYLY n Friend. Luv u.
What a CNY is this??? Not fun at all, just so bored. Actually, i did go out for movie with cousins they all, but i dunno why i didnt enjoy much. However, the wedding game is nice, if u like those kind of comedy show, u shouldnt miss it out. LOL!!! I spent most of my time in front of my computer and tried my best to finish my homework. Oh yeah!! i also played card, but so sad i lost. =( i think that all for what i did during CNY. Hmmm, i cried on the first day of CNY again, i dunno why i cant stop myself from crying when i call my parents on first day of CNY. I did put the blame on me, myself, no matter how i still cry.:'(

Ok, gtg study SS and do my homework. Ciao. stay tune ppl.

NK-smile.

2009-01-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!
I finally back to blog.
Two months holiday seems to be so fast, i seriously don't really want to come back.I currently home sick, but it will be fine ( i think). LOLS.
Anyway, school started for about one weeks already, i realize that there are numerous of things that waiting for me to study and my bag became so heavy. When every time i try to lift up my bag, there always sound come out. I think u all should no what it sound like. HAHAHA . Now, i started to like my currently class, even though not every of my friend is in same class as me. I still so glad that Selina, QH , Joyce and the rest of people that i used to study were still there. I like almost every teacher that teaches our class this year. They all were so hilarious. By the way, they know when to be serious and when to have fun. I so so glad that my class is not noise as before. I know being a 3e1 student is very stressful but i will try my best to cope, hope i can do it better alright!!!

I can say i started to like my class, it is not as bad as what i though.
Ok, i gtg. Seeeeee yaaaaaaa!!!!

Love, as always!!!

2008-11-26T15:21:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to tell u all that, I am still alive. LOL!!!
I looks fatter right? this shows that i having lots of fun here, sleep well eat well and of course I'm happy. Haha!!
Since i am back here i have been so busy as i need to help my mom with some of her stuffs and the feeling was so suck for not having internet at home. So yeah i tried to get internet set up at home as soon as possible. Finally, i got it!! LOL!!
I have been doing numerous things and found some interesting pictures. Will show u all some of it if the internet is damn fast, alright?? LOL!!

2008-10-26T20:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!!!
I finally back to blog again.
There are nothing in my mind to blog about, so i didnt get to blog any single thing at all.
I will be back to my country which is 20 more hours to go. I will be missing my class 2e2, friends, and all the thing that i have been doing for entire year. This is my first year in Changkat Changi Secondary School and best year ever. I entered this school for the first day, just like a stranger. I don't know anyone and what a weird place i have ever been. After time pass by, I learned alot from this werid place. It is from weird place to the place where i have secure to stay in just like my second home. I have known so many people, and some of them had became my close friend. I really appreciate all of them and teachers as well as my school so much. Hope we will be in the same class tomorrow.

I was expecting myself to go to 3e1 which have Amaths ad Geo. These two subjects are my favorite subjects. I choosed this class not because of it is 3e1 but it is because it has my favorite which i would like to learn about. I really hope my result can push me into that class. As some of u know that, this year is my first year and it is obviously everything seems to be so hard for me. Most of the subjects, i have never study before in my country. However, I always keep on telling myself that i can do it, therefore i cant
give up. Most of all, i can manage to pass most of those subjects except for one and two subjects. Which hurt me the most and made me feel so sad. And it made me realize that my hard work just not enough or it just dont pay off. I really tried very hard throught out this one whole year, but result just dont turn out as what i have been expecting for. From now on, i have told myself, i will work extremely hard. I promised!!!

Thanks my beloved 2e2 and beloved teachers whom have taugh us for this one whole year.
Hope i will have such a nice holiday and safety journey back home...

NK-smile...=)

What the hell is going on?????????

2008-09-01T01:39:00.001+08:00

It was quite a period of time that i didnt get to blog, there were to many reasons to be decribed, so i think i better dun say it out. If i were to say it out, it can only remind me of those pathetic and unhappy stuff that have happened to me. I wish not to remind it by the way.

Friday, 29/08/08. HAPPY TEACHER DAY!!..
Have u ever heard teacher = our second parent??Let's me tell u the reason why..=)
Without parent, we will not be able to have such a wonderful life as what we are having now. As well as, without teacher, we will not able to be educated which mean we will not be able to find a good job, get a good pay and have a better life. So, guys please apperciate every teachers and every moment we spend with them..!!! (=

School held teacher's day concert which was so marvelous, i really love it man!!..i love Selina ( modern dancer ) dance so much..i really wanna watch it again, if it's possible..hehehe..Joanna!!! Ur voice was so brilliant, i really wants u to sing and sing it again and again girl..!! I'm not bluffing anyway, i really love the performance, though, as two of my good friends performed and i love what they have performed..i truthfully say that i can't resist it man..!!! hahaha...i'm looking forward to wach it again..hahaha..

After school dismissed, i went to my ex school which located in parkway parade. At first, me and my cousins were planning to meet each other there as our school end in different time. Oh, yeah, my brother also going with us and we said we will be meeting each other there, after i finished my school, i was so rush and i decided to go there without waiting for my cousin (LYLY). Unfortunately, she was angry with me as i didnt wait for her, but i was really in the rush as my dearest brother keep on calling and calling me to be fast, i was so fed up and irritated by him.Further more, there still have one more thing that made me furious about and upset about..but i think i better dont talk about it, it will only make thing worst once i say it out. So just forget it.

Fortunely, lyly became happy again after i bought her a top up card..she was abit lame actually..but she's cute though..

I have been wondering all along, why i always care too much about others when they didnt even need any care from me??
I hate having an inner pain that cannot be shown or said it out. I wanted to stop doing and caring too much, but i can't stop myself from doing it anyway, i think i borned with it.
I hate i hate i hate i hate............

To someone (unknown)..as time passed by, i miss u more and more, is that mean i love u??

Smile always (if can).

it wasnt a nice post to be read, cuz i wasnt fully concentrating on it.
I will post again when i'm free and feel like posting. So stay tune!!!

What the hell is going on?????????

2008-09-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

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2008-08-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

It's look so romantic..i love this pic anyway..

hihi..i'm back...it seems to be so long that i didnt post again. Finally, i get to post back, i was quite busy, tired and lazy to post for the pass fews day, so didnt get to post any single thing.

It was so amazing that i going to have 4 days holiday, as tomorrow i intended not to go for school national day celebration, it sound so boring. I prefers to sleep at home better. Saturday Sunday and Monday wil be no school for the whole Singapore
school. It sound great right student??..hahahha..=)

Ok, i have no strength to continue my writing, so get to go now. i will post more by tomorrow..good night..=)

NK with (=

2008-08-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

zzZZ...Today was another normal day.
After, i woke up and at the same time, nana just came back from school. So we have our lunch together. Lunch finished, i have to wait for my cousin to ring me up, cuz we have been planning to meet each other this afternoon for our extra lesson. Around 2.30 then i left house and we met each other at KFC. We have been sitting in KFC for quite long time, we then realize that it was 6 pm plus. So we both decided to go home. We have been sitting there for almost three hours and we both said, how come it was so fast..hahahaha..that was all for what i did for today..((=

I have been wondering, why did thing turn back to the way i want, after i have already given it up. Can u just tell me what is your real intention? It was really hard for me to face what is happening now..it would be a wonderful thing, if i can predict what are u trying to do now..Hmmmm..:S..

Pls mind my english...i'm trying to improve it day by day..=)

Nk with ((=

2008-07-31T13:09:00.000+08:00

Here is my drink..Apple and Ginger tea..M not really like the taste

Japanese pizza!!...it's delicious as it's look like..

Finally, my dessert is here..HAHAHA..
it was so nice..just lovin it

Hello!!...ok,i just woke up and finished my lunch...it seems just like a normal day today..
Let's talk about last night, i went for hair cut with my cousin Lyly and Nana, but nana didn't do anything with her hair, so only me and lyly did cut our hair. My hair before cutting and after cutting, it just look like the same, if u didn't observe it well, u can't tell that i went for hair cut.HAHAHA!!. After i came back from hair cut, my cousin who just came from Cambodia asked me to go TAKA with her. As she wanted to buy alot of stuff. We not just went to TAKA as though, we went to Heren and Cine some more.
At the same time, we went for our supper at Cine. The food there was just so nice we ate at Skokotu..I dunno whether i spell it correct or not. HEHE. I love the dessert, i think now it become one of my favorite dessert already. After, we have done our supper, we went back home. Luckily my cousin did get some of her stuff that she want. If not it will be wasted.
ok, that's all i wanted to post about..=)

Nk..=))

Skip camp, slack at home..=)

2008-07-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

Here my $12 mc..HAHA!!

Morning, o no i think i should say good afternoon, cuz now it's going to two pm already.HEHEHE!!
Today, i being a good girl by staying at home but being a bad student skipped camp. HAHA!!. I just so lazy to go and dun wanna go, i prefer to sleep at home and do my revision better than wasting my time on three days camp, cuz CA2 is around the corner and it times to work hard again. Just so lazy, but no choice.=)

Oh, ya.yesterday i have had my 2.4 running, so sad i was not be able to pass it. I did try my best, but my best was not enough i think. It was so tiring and my chest was so pain. I hated running so much, i will never wish to run but no choice so i just have to bear with it. Fortunately, i be able to pass my 5 station. HAHAHA!
After the most tiring period i ever have, it was MT(Chinese) period. My teacher have finally told us about our class test result, after he have been scaring us for almost one weeks that alot of us failed our test. Even me myself, i also though that i might fail this test as i did leave some blanks. I felt more relief after i knew that i pass, but my good friend failed that exam very badly. So sad. Work hard next time friend!! The rest of the periods was just a normal period and i did enjoy my maths lesson as usual.
Furthermore, yesterday was not just a tiring day but it was quite lame as well. Don't
u wonder why i could skip my camp so easy?. HAHA!! Of course, i got a very good excuse. My friend and I went to clinic yesterday, not for check up and not cuz we sick as well. it's because we wanna get mc to show our teacher that we were sick so we are unfit for school for 2 days. It was a great excuse right?? HAHA!!. And i wasted $12 for that mc. I know it was such a waste and lame, but as long as i can skip my camp without any punishment when m back to school, it will be fine.=))
Ok, that's all about yesterday. Today i got nothing to talk since i stay at home only.

Nk with (=

2008-07-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

OK, this was what we did for CME class today. Commend to show our love and care toward them..hehe!!

2008-07-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

WOW!! My blog finally finished and i finally wanted to blog back. It seems like 3 months plus that i didn't blog any single thing in my blog, it just like a dead blog. HAHA!! So dear cousins and friends please relink me back. Thanks.

OK, let's see what i have been up to today...
Today i finally decided to tie my hair since it long enough to be tied. When i reached school my friend asked me why i tie my hair it look so weird then i was very fed up with her:S.Our first period was CME, i always sleep during that period no matter how nice the shows my teacher will show us, i really have no idea to force myself awake, but today our class did some activities. It was really fun though and i am awake for the whole period. It was just unbelievable.HAHA!!During that period, our teacher Mr Poh gave us one paper plate each. After then we wrote our names on it and pass it down to our friend to write a commend about us. I passed mine to them and passed theirs to me. Almond all the commend, my commends to them were the longest, cuz i dun care if there a space for another people or not, to my friend they did care, that why they just wrote little abit on mine.SAD!!By the way, I found today CME class quite fun actually. The other periods of the day were just fine nothing much, quite boring as well, because today didn't have my favorites lesson which are maths and science. So didn't enjoy much for today lessons.((=

Oh yeah..when m back home. I watched one of my favorite show " Fated to love you " it was quite nice but i almost fall asleep while watching it cuz some parts of it, they just talk crab.HEHEHE!! I think the coming episode will be nicer, i will be waiting for it as i always did. OK! Can't talk much for today, need to revise for tomorrow test. So gtg.((=

Nk with ((=